I’ve been sitting here for a while thinking about how I wanted to start this blog post and if I’m being entirely honest, I don’t know how to put what I’m feeling into words but, nonetheless, I want to chat. I want to tell you gals what’s been going on in my life, but I don’t at the same time. You know? So this will be my version of doing so. I love coming on here talking about clothes and house decor and silly little things along those lines that in the grand scheme of things, mean nothing. BUT I also love to be real with you gals too. I love spilling my heart onto my little corner of the internet and being real with my readers, very real because we all need that sometimes. Social media is a place where we put the good, and if you post anything other than that, you’re seeking attention. You get judged either way and it’s such a sad thing. However, I can’t act like I’m not guilty of it. I do it to people too, but it’s not right and I know that. We all know that. So how about we just talk here for a second, how about for a few minutes while you’re sitting here drinking something warm (hopefully caffeinated) while reading the words I type out, we don’t judge. We read. We listen. We feel.
I think the most beautiful thing about a person is their ability to love and forgive, the ability to turn negative situations into something so beautiful. No one should be allowed to judge how someone chooses to heal anything in their life. Vulnerability is a scary thing, but it is beautiful. If there’s one thing I know about myself is that my heart is pure and no one can take that away from me. No matter what life throws my way, I will always love like I’ve never been hurt before. I’m not the only girl out there who has had her heart broken by someone who shouldn’t have broken it, there’s many of us, but it will be okay. It is okay. You are better off.
I’m here to tell y’all… Change is good. It is so fucking good.
October is one of my favorite months, especially when it comes to blogging. *cough, cough* ~ LexTober ~ but it seems that this month the last few years has brought me a lot of change. Good and bad. You all have watched me go through these things, I openly made these experiences part of the blog, because it’s part of me and I’m not ashamed of it. My thoughts are a little jumbled up at the moment, which would explain why this blog post is too (LOL). But I want to get my point across that you need to say yes to adventures, do whatever the hell you want in life and don’t let anything or anyone hold you back from what you want in this world. Keep your standards high and don’t ever settle. And most importantly, don’t be scared to love again and allow a change in your life. That “kiss ya at a redlight” kinda love is out there and you will find it. I love you all so much, thank you for listening.
The leaves are changing as we say goodbye to October and baby so am I.
All my love,